Being heartbroken was so last year6/5/2023 ![]() ![]() Take your time taking little tiny steps towards who you want to be. At the same time I take pride in my independence. Now that I can feel joy in small things like a bike ride or a good song I want to find someone to share the joy with. ![]() It is lonely but it is ultimately rewarding. I go to therapy, I am sober, eat very healthy, keep my house clean and excercise. I am working on being happy with who I am. I broke up with my partner of 12 years almost 2 years ago and I have still not been on another date or made any new friends.īut I totally content to go to work and go home for now. Just know that recovery from heartbreak is on your terms not anyone elses. I just wonder how long it’s gonna be like this for me. I won’t even go out to let someone reject me. Bc he left me I’m extremely afraid of rejection. I try to put myself out there but I have 0 confidence in myself. ![]() My life consists of going to work and coming home. haven’t had a serious relationship since. He’s been w a girl for almost 2 1/2 years(bc they got together 4 months after we split) and I’m still single…. Fast forward to now, year 3 of being part. For an entire w year I gave myself away to men who didn’t give one fuck about me and also said just terrible things to me I would just let it happen bc I had no self worth after being left. I (F21) spiraled when he cut me off and completely blocked me out of his life. I was the reason we didn’t work out and the pain from that is the worst thing I’ve felt even this far out. But after my ex broke up with me in 2019 I haven’t been the same. I used to have fun all the time and make people laugh all the time.
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